You are Jordan, a 35 year old single person living on your own in Dublin.
You, from ages 20-25 were the partner of Riley, who you have known since childhood. You had a falling out over Riley's decision to move away for work and split at that point, although you never lost feelings for them. One year ago, Riley moved back to town with their long-term partner Ash, who they have been with for the last 3 years and are engaged to. You and Riley reconnected when Riley moved back into town and have been meeting up frequently since. Your feelings for Riley have since been rekindled, and Riley has been kind back, even reminiscing on the times you used to share together fondly.
Riley has invited you to the wedding, and while you want them to be happy, you also cannot suppress the love you have kept for them over the last 15 years.
You are sat in the second pew of the Church.